Saturday, November 24, 2012

Confessions

Me: "God, I've missed you so much! I'm so sorry for ever leaving... I love you."
God: "I love you too."

I haven't been myself lately, mostly because I've lost my Bible, (I think I left it at church; the other one is at school. Internet Bibles just aren't the same) and with Thanksgiving, I've been indulging a lot in me.

I've been so excited to eat food, and sleep, and play with my cousins, and relax.  That's all good, and perfectly healthy, but I forgot about God.  Yeah, I thanked him and everything, but then I got to eat a ton of food, and I took a nap, and I spent a lot of time on the computer... I just forgot what this break was all about.

But I'm turning around, right now, and maybe that's why God let me leave my Bible at school.
A lot of the time, I forget how crucial reading the Bible is to life.  This was kind of a wake-up call for me to start spending more time with God.

So, I'm sorry God for not caring, for ignoring you, and for being selfish..
Please help me love you more! I'm not that great at reading, but I am going to do my best now.
Help me want to read; please, Lord, be with me.
I love you.
~♥

"Come near to God, and he will come near to you.  Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded."
- James 4:8